ob·se·qui·ous – adjective

1. characterized by or showing servile complaisance or deference; fawning: an obsequious bow.
   
2. servilely compliant or deferential: obsequious servants.
   
3. obedient; dutiful.
   

my only motivations: ego and necessity [duty integrity compassion]
my only possessions: pain and fear [grace joy love peace happiness]